Got off the bus this morning at the vulgar hour of 6:25am to wander another block to the 7-Eleven, where I can get my 1 litre bottles of Coke, 2 for $3. Then wander back that same block to Chapters. On the way, I of course meet one of our down on their luck inhabitants.
Bum: "Spare a dime, I'm starving."
Me: "Sorry, I don't have any change on me."
Now I don't usually carry real money, and usually use just my debit card or if that's empty, my credit card.
Bum: "Can you double check?"
Me: "Sorry, I really don't have any change."
Bum: "You got 5 bucks?"
Me: "I don't have any cash on me at all."
Bum: "Could you double check?"
Me (getting preturbed now): "I only use plastic, I have no cash on me!"
Bum: "Could you go to a bank machine?"
Me (done with the conversation): "NO!!"
I was ready to start smacking this guy over the head with my umbrella. Did he really think I would go to a bank machine, which would only spit out $20's, to get him money. The whole reason I don't have kids is because my income only supports me and I think some of the tax I pay goes to support him. What little he may get, and use to better himself. Yes I do really believe that a lot of the street people could get their asses off the street if they tried. I've known people who expected the money to be dropped in their laps. Fill out a form!?! I can't be bothered. But... they will give you oodles of cash if you just fill out the form. Nah, it's too complicated and I had a bad childhood. WHAT THE FUCK does that have to do with the form and getting free cash!!!! Yes, FREE... let me say that again, FREE FUCKING CASH. Duuuh, do I have to pay it back? NO!! IT'S FUCKING FREE!!! Now fill out the damn form!! Nah, I'm going to drink myself stupid and move to butt fuck nowhere, and then complain about how I'm in butt fuck nowhere in a dead end job giving up on my dreams. Do us all a fucking favour and chew on a 9mm.
I didn't realize I felt so bitter about this, but I do feel better now.