Strange Dreams starring Jessica Alba

Had a strange dream yesterday. It involved Jessica Alba... But first a little back story about me and Jessica:

Back when she was filming Dark Angel in Vancouver, she happened to come by the theatre I was working at. Now for some reason my brain wasn't quite working right that day, so when I happened to see her standing in line at the concession, I recognized her. But from where? I wracked my brain trying to remember where I might know this gorgeous creature from. High school... nope, no one that HOT went to my high school. University then? Nope, I would have remembered someone that HOT in University. Some place more recent? Nope, again as I was sure I would have remembered someone that HOT. While this is all running through my head I'm staring at her... Then she notices me... staring at her. She glares and I bolt, realizing what I had been doing and what it probably looked like. Later when I was talking to a manager at the theatre he mentioned that "Dark Angel was in the house." It was then that I realized who I had been staring at. I didn't know her, I just watched her on TV and now I appeared to be a creepy stalkerish guy that worked at the theatre. When she came out of her movie she glared at me again and I ran away again. Shortly after this episode, Dark Angel was cancelled and she moved away. Wa wa waaaaaa.

Anyways, back to the dream. I'm at some party in an apartment, it's winter in some city, Edmonton comes to mind although I have never been there in winter, and I'm incapacitated for some reason. Stuck in a chair/bed thingy, I'm at this party and Jessica Alba is there with an actress friend of hers. Never saw her friend before and she doesn't say she is an actress, I just seem to know this. At the party, we never really talk or interact, but days? weeks? later they are still at there, living? and I'm still bedridden there, living? We still don't really interact. Then, days or weeks later I am finally up and about and we finally start talking. We actually seem to be hitting it off... but then weirdness comes in. She has to go off and do something and she walks off down the sidewalk. After I lose sight of her I turn and see her coming up a different street and I'm all confused. As it turns out the one coming up the different street is the real Jessica Alba and the one that I was talking to is actually her twin sister (I don't think she has a twin sister, but it is a dream after all), named Kiera. Not Kieran, I've already talked to her about this and she thought it was weird too. Anyway it was at this point that I woke up.

Part 2 of the dream:

After I went back to sleep, I sort of had a lucid dream about Jessica Alba. This time though it wasn't winter and it was more me talking to the real Jessica Alba, explaining what had happened at the theatre letting her know that I wasn't a creepy stalkerish guy and apologizing for staring. She was very understanding and responded with "oh okay, that explains it, I'm sorry too, for glaring at you." and then I kind of woke up again.

Didn't have anymore weird dreams before I had to get up for work. We'll see what tonight brings.

Life the Movie

If your life was a movie, would your character be an action hero? comedy relief? or just a bit part? Now if after thinking about this, you are not happy with the answer, what are you doing to change it? Something for you to think about.

Cup half empty or half full?

Don't know where it comes from... just don't know. But I think I'm running low. The days I do get lots of sleep, the amount that I'm normally happy with, I still feel exhausted. Maybe I'm just soaking up the psychic energy from those around me. I hope everything works out in the end, then I can get back to feeling like my normal self.

Paranoia has also cropped up... or is it just a bout of insecurity? I hope it's the insecurity and not the darker potential. If it is the darker, they are walking a very dangerous path... a VERY dangerous path. The thought of someone toying with my emotions in that way and hiding behind the anonymity of the internet brings forth an anger that I have never felt... an anger that scares me. I hope it's just paranoia.

Yaaa!! Long Weekend!!!

My crazy friend Chris is coming with his wife to visit over the long weekend. I haven't seen them in over a year. It should be good, some beer, some food, some fun. I need fun, so far the summer hasn't quite been what was expected, but then again, I don't think I was expecting anything from this summer.